9th of January 2010 marks the 2nd year of my relationship with lixue.
i am very fortunate to have the opportunity to celebrate this special day with her.
i nearly got confined this weekend in tekong =/
We are currently going thru this phase of " NS " at the beginning of our 2nd year together.
There must be mutual understanding and initiative to keep our relationship strong.

I enjoyed my day with her.
Although we didnt went to very special places or done very special stuffs,
Having her by my side is already a form of happiness to me.

Before that, we had lunch together with Hong lun, Wai hong and their partners haha.
Buffet @ Concorde Hotel ( Spices )

I have to juggle my life to keep in balance these days.
Army life and civilian life is totally different.
Having freedom is the best thing on Earth !
Whenever im backed home, i will really hate to go back in.
Its only till that day when u really have no choice but to leave behind everything,
you start to miss everything and everyone around you.
Everything goes back to the basics.
No matter how rich you were, popular, powerful, handsome or how great your life was,
you have to adapt to this new lifestyle.
I have bunkmates that couldnt eat or sleep well, reason being they couldn't accept the fact that
they have to go through all these.
Looking at the brighter side, i always tell myself that days in NS are going to be lesser and lesser,
and days to regaining freedom is getting nearer and nearer.
During punishments, when we are being pushed to our limits of endurance,
i often look up to the sky, seeing birdies flying around freely,
looking at the ants below my feet running around freely.
Sometimes, i really feel that they are so much happier than us.

I hope i can make full use of my time in NS and to develop myself to become a better person.