im not the only person that is going through a emotional turmoil.
guys around me also drop tears or cry badly on their bed.
i guess these days, we became weaker and weaker.

each of us have our own ways to release our agony and pain.
by exhausting oneself, by making oneself so busy that he will not think of anything else.
by singing, relating his own story or memories through the lyrics.
by hanging out with friends, pouring his feelings and go home feeling empty again.
by making new friends, knowing that they wont replace our unhappiness.
by using rational,practical quotes, which never works on a stubborn mind.

we know whats right and wrong but we tend to fall backwards due to the emotional attachments.
i wish i can get out of this quick.

i am trying all means to get you outta my head.
i want to stay above the water.
i want to be normal once again.
i will be better than who i used to be.
i havent changed a bit.
how about you?